Annnnnnd they’re back! I’ve just looked back and realised its been a whole month (give or take a few days) since i have sat down to write. The reason for this is a half assed excuse, since the point was to give me something other than, but I have been back to mahi. Not full time but I have been there 4 days a week, which is massive for me. It feels good, being back in service makes me feel better than I could have expected. Not quite to my full capabilities or actual role, but to be back amongst it has been a relief. I am still struggling with pain and limitations, but just leaving the whare on a regular basis is good for me, and my ātaahua kurī (beautiful dog). I awoke this morning at 3am, from a weirdly euphoric dream, and could not get myself back to sleep. So I rustled my bones and put on an audiobook to finish the chores I have been avoiding. It’s a satisfying start to the day and gives way to do more fun shit without the guilt. ...